I could never find what that was, until now.
In the last 2 weeks, all of the things that are illusions in this realm have been revealed. What is an illusion? It's a veil of ignorance that we took on as incarnated beings of ALL THAT IS. Illusion is all that keeps you from seeing, believing, and living the message from Yeshua that "The Kingdom of God is Within."
I know the Truth about who I am now! I AM THAT I AM. This is the essence of Yahweh. This is the message of the Christ.
Yes, I just said that I am God.
You are also!
Not a little "god" separate from "the God" that is worshiped in all religions; but an aspect of our Creator. That is what makes us one. That is what lives "inside."
I am not just Suzanne. Yes I "play" Suzanne in this realm. That's not to say Suzanne does not exist, because she does. But the core of me is I AM. I AM is a body of consciousness that exists in all realms. I do not see myself as just a physical being on Earth. I am a consciousness that has had many lives on Earth with many purposes and experiences, and so are YOU!
I will never again think that I am a plaything for anyone! I will never again subscribe to the old belief systems of religion, politics, race, karma, heaven, the bible, hell, or any other illusion that I was brought up to believe.
As these illusions shatter, it is very enlightening and at the same time it brings up fear. I accept that fear. I have heard it call to me. I now have the power to understand that fear, it's origin, and it's purpose. Yes, I accept it!It is my shadow. I AM light and I AM dark. For light and dark are one in the same energy.
At the same time, I feel a freedom that I never felt before! I have developed a trust in myself that I never had before. There are so many changes on so many levels; I can't even begin to describe what is happening to me. I do know that I have a strong feeling that this is not a reversible change. I will never revert, it's not fleeting or temporary. This is profound, this is TRUTH. This is the truth that I had with me all the time; but was unable to accept or see through the veil of ignorance.
What do I do? Right now I am letting go. I am allowing. I am allowing myself to just BE. There is no need to control anymore. I know that all things are right in the universe, and there is no need to fight anymore. This is not giving up, as it has been for me in the past when I stopped fighting. This is different, this is not giving up; it is the beginning of acceptance and understanding!
Ask yourself, WHO AM I? Really? Listen to your heart, not your mind. What does it say? Can you remember who you really are?
Peace be with you.
